martes, 17 de junio de 2008

Am I ready to let you go?

I'm not quite sure about that. There's this hidden feeling I kept for myself that keep reminding me what IS what I like about you, what makes me think about you, what makes me sigh about you, what makes my heart beat faster than the speed of sound when I imagine the shape of your face...

I don't know how to describe it, but it's kind of a warmness that grows inside my chest and travels through every vein of my body. I can't describe it, I just can only feel it. The image of you is printed inside my skull, the light of your smile is recorded in my eyes and the memories I grew with you are my only lifesaver on the shipwreck of my loneliness.

At your side I lived a lot of situations, some good and some bad; but I treasure all of them. I can't go forward without asking myself how are you feeling today and that's the only reason for me to stand where am I. I'm afraid of start walking without knowing if you're going to catch me up or if I going to meet you somewhere during my journey.

I'm used to be near you, I got used to your smile and your scent. I enjoy making you laugh like nobody else can and also, I'm delighted when you stares at me with those hazel eyes, those beautiful hazel eyes that once I watched falling asleep and waking up in the same night.

Now, we're kind of standing on unstable ground. I don't want to let you go like this, I don't want you to hate me after all we passed through just to be called friends. I made a huge mistake, but this mistake would guaranteed me a new and fresh beginning without you or would guaranteed me to keep on going without you. This is a big decission for me to take and I expect to make the right judgement about my so messed up life. I don't want to quit on you, I don't want to be far from you, I just want to be with you...

Just imagine, how things would be if this relationship fall apart? I hope you can read this and help me to find a solution where everybody gets what everybody wants. I apologize if my actions were obscure and mean at the time, but I hope you realized how hurt am I and how I can't mantain this to keep on moving. Really, I was lost 'til the day I found you and I don't want to get lost again.

Am I ready to say "Good Bye" to you?
What a tough decission...


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Dier Harvenheit dijo...

I'm used to be near you, I got used to your smile and your scent. I enjoy making you laugh like nobody else can and also, I'm delighted when you stares at me with those hazel eyes, those beautiful hazel eyes that once I watched falling asleep and waking up in the same night.

Esa parte me encanto!!!
me gusto demaciado!
de verdad lo digo...
xD es raro pero bueno.

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